I have stumbled onto an onset of good luck lately. Although, it comes with it's price. I have also learned how to control the when and how of that "price". Or so it seems so far. I won't argue that I have been a pain to certain people, to whom I have deep relationships with, but I can't seem to concern myself enough to change. It is truly a paradox for me considering I despise being the one who people are upset with, for whatever reason. As for my luck, I believe it is more of a control I have over outcomes of situations. I have an offensive, so I've been told, outlook on my future. That is, "I can get what I want". Sort of a more forward perspective of my motto, "Always look out for number one". Am I really that wrong? I'd welcome a genuinely good reason why.